REGRETFUL
Regret about having eyes but not using them
I regret about not reading things carefully.
I regret about doing things so harshly.
I regret about entertaining people who are not worth entertaining.
I regret about picking up the call.
I regret about using the computer.
I hate myself! Hate myself! Hate myself! Can't believe that I'm tearing.
I hate myself for regretting after I've done stupid things
so harshly which was not supposed to be done.
I hate myself for regretting so late that no one can help me.
I hate myself for just looking at it missing forever in just 1 second and not stopping it.
WTFFFFuck is going on.
Because of some fucking phone calls, things went so wrong!!
Things changed so fast that there's no time for me to react.
I hate the people who is playing afool in that call.
How old alr!? Still play this kind of games.
Your mother never teach you properly enough?
Do you need me to help her?
Maybe things will be okay soon.
I hope so too.
Really hoping so.
But...
How great will it be if I'm out tonight?
Nothing would had happened. . .
Tears kept rolling down my cheeks.
I didn't want them to.
But they just kept coming down.
I hate myself.
I'm suddenly feeling so WTFFuck lonely.
Like no one is there.
In this place, with no one around.
I'm scared.
Help me.